Sunday, March 13, 2005

i'm just ME

daily pisces : After weeks of thinking this thing over, you're absolutely ready to have that sit-down chat with someone -- the one you've been trying to put off indefinitely, whether or not you realize it.

Just happened to have a chat with one of my classmate yesterday on some rather sensitive issues for me... today's horoscope says to the exact point. But would that really happen? I don't know... Well, She thinks that i'm off secretive because i didn't want to tell her the stories. I asked myself, am i really that secretive? She is not the only one who say "i'm secretive" though...

To those people out there who 'knew' the stories, mostly were not told by myself. Whoever that simply spread the stories, be it true or fake, is not under my control. In fact, if u have asked me the same question before, and happens to read this, u should have realised that i DON'T LIKE to talk about the past matters now. It is not because that i want to be secretive, but i find it NO POINT in telling anyone now since the matters are over. Even if i did tell u, i have been damn reluctant to do so. In particularly, if u have heard of the other party's side of story, and if i were to tell u my side of story now, u probably will think that i have made up the story myself... Because this is Human's Nature - believe whatever that comes to u first; anything after that maybe false ya? Probably i'm one of the extraordinary human here, cuz I don't think that way!

I like to have PEACE for myself even if others (if any; but in fact, there are...) try to create disasters to ruin my day / life. I would protect myself and keep myself warm! Furthermore, those matters are off NO IMPORTANCE to me at all now... Why would i uphold them for the sake of people who are just "concern" or rather 'kepo'?? I'm sorry having said this if it offended anyone, but i really don't like it. Leave me my PEACE... Thanks for concerning (if u really do) =)
Let Bygones Be Bygones! this is just another piece of the COLOURS OF MY HEART if u don't know. I'm just ME... Welcome to my WORLD ;-)

3 Comments:

Blogger alice angko said...

angin putih, 'her' is referred to me is it?
you know, i need to tell you something, if lets say you dont want to say it out, then it is ok for me, i wont pursuade or insist you to tell me, like what you and i said to 'let past be past'. yes, it is true that sometimes i am quite kepo (and sorry about that if you dont like) but my kepo has a limit also,k?
NB:just to get the things straight(no offence)
k see ya in class next week

14 March 2005 at 09:03  
Blogger Beez said...

gal, plz dun get me wrong here... i dint blog this to direct anything to anyone... as i said, there are a few frens who said that i'm secretive too b4 u...i'm just pointing that Q to myself now...and answer it for myself as well as to frens who dun really know me... as u have pointed it out, so i must think thoroughly about my personal attitude on this matter... just to get myself clear =)

i'm sorry if this blog has offended u, but i really dint meant it in the 1st place k? probably it's bcuz of my poor language that dun make sense as i thought off and made u misunderstood the actual meaning... forgive me on that lo...

if u think what u did was kepo to me, i can tell u now that u r not in no.1-10 lo... there are so many REAL KEPO out there whom u have not meet b4 mayb...but me. So, u r definitely not one k!

14 March 2005 at 16:22  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sigh....it happens to all of us...if u dun feel comfortable talking bout it....then ppl should respect it la

16 March 2005 at 18:14  

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